~Ethan Sparks~

~Travel back in time to at least 20 years ago and you will know who I am talking about~~~Ethan Sparks was the love of my little 3rd grade life!~~~Everything for my first boy/girl phone call to picking out that valentine just for him out of the book of 32~~~I think back on all the silly sweetness and long to be back there at times~~~I will never forget the last time I saw him him, his family was moving and his little sister was looking for her pink pants~~~LOL~~~I can still hear her saying "Pink pants, pink pants" over and over~~~Anywho last I had heard his family was living in an attic and who knows what else~~~I've spent the last 20 years trying to find him~~~I used to dream about us meeting again and falling in-love (LOL that is the silly romantic in me)~~~But anyway lets jump back here to July 2008~~~I found him!~~~I (like I have so many other times) typed the name Ethan Sparks into the search bar on Facebook and held my breath and said a little prayer has I hint enter key~~~And there it was, a little list of 4 guys by the name of Ethan Sparks~~~So I did the whole "Hey have you ever lived in cali and were you ever home schooled" note thing and sent them off the all 4 Ethan's~~~And Finally, Finally I get the reply I have been waiting for "Yes I have and yes I used to have a little friend named Sarah~

~So after 20 years I have found my long lost Friend Ethan!~~~It is kind of weird because now I don't have anymore searching to do~~~LOL~~~Of course he is married and has 2 kid's now~~~But I am so happy to have found my long lost Ethan Sparks!~

~Thanks for reading~

~Christopher Laurie's Death~

~I was just checking my email and had an email from a friend saying that Christopher Laurie (Son Of Pastor Greg Laurie) was killed yesterday in a car accident~~~It is so weird, I mean I knew him (not well, but I knew him none the less) and now he is gone~~~I rented a room from his father-in-law for a little while and there were pictures of him, his wife and daughter all over~~~It is so strange to think he has passed on, he is in heaven now~~~I rejoice that Chris knew the Lord and the he is now with the Father~~~It is a bittersweet thing though because of the family left behind~~~His wife Britney is pregnant with there second child(due November) and that is going to be harder then I can even begin to imagine going through~~~Prayers are greatly needed now for what is to come~~I hurt for Stella(his daughter) she is only a few months older then my little Anne and she is not going to have her father growing up along side her~~~She was just bearly getting to know him, just bearly making memory's and now he has passed~~~My mother lost her father when she was 3 years old and I have always wondered how it was growing up without a father~~~I've been lucky to have my father through my whole childhood and still now (even though I did not always like what he told me to do) I have always loved him and looked up to him~~~Come to think of it I don't think he knows that~

~~~But anyway with all these deaths going on around me (My Grandfather passed on July 9th) it makes me think about life and how short and uncertain our time here really is~~~We are only here a short while, but what he do here as everything to do with what happens after we have passed on~~~We spend so much time worrying about what others think and about what makes us happy and when you really sit down and think about it none of that stuff matters if you are going to hell in the end~~~Why are we not out there everyday telling people about God and all he has done and can save us from~~~Why are we worried about upsetting people with God's truth~~~We stand by and watch people waste there lives away and then die, all this without every even telling them "Hey God Loves you and wants to be in your life and save you from the pit's of hell"~~~Why do we wait until after people are gone to think "Oh I wish I had told them about God"~~~WHY, WHY, WHY~~~There is nothing to fear but fear it's self, we have nothing to loss, I mean we have God on our side and in the end we will be with Him~~~So nothing else should matter~~~Yet for some reason it does~

~~~Anyway I could go on for days about this, but seeing as my sister Rachel is going to be the only one who reads this I am going to sign off~~~The Lauries and all who knew Chris are in my prayers~



~Love you all~

~Sarah~

~http://christopherandbrittany.com/~

You Are Going To Cry

~Okay so this week has been a hard week~

~Not telling you why because I do not want to hear what you have to say about it or to get over it~

~But anyway this was by far the hardest day so far~

~It was one of those days where you just knew you were going to cry~

~Where the world is on your shoulders~

~Dane Cook says it better and funnier then I do~

~So Watch this~



~So it was not quite as bad as all that~

~But hey my day is not quite over yet~

~I think I am going to go watch "The Notebook" and have a "Weepathon"~

~Thanks for reading~

~" I Did My Best"~

~Sarah Lynn~

I Give In

~Okay so my sister Rachel has been bloging on this thing all year~

~So I guess it is time for me to give in and start my own~

~Although I am sure I will not be writting on mine nearly as often as she does~

~And mine are not going ot be as much fun to read as hers~

~Anywho Bye~

~Sarah Lynn!~